weather's gloomy lately. been pouring most of the time. accident and more accidents. hearing it on air and seeing three till now. hopefully the cyclist well. so drivers, drive with care.

i received a text which is rather shocking. errr.. no. like xx is shocked, not me. xx's insulted; something goes, "good for nothing?" i think xx is a nice person but just that beytoch likes to tekan? shake head* i just cant help but blog about this. i mean what more can i say? i've utter more than enough.

10 days to that big surprise (:

was having japanese, oh yes, again- dinner. he commented that my brother was good looking. frankly speaking, i never catogarize him. prolly i was concentrating on the colourful plates that are coming to my direction, i went, HUH! YOU SURE? and he goes, "yea, sure!" i stopped for a good minute. actually, friends did throw compliments bout him but i never really put it in my heart, or mind. so he asked why didnt i felt so. i been to his room and looked at the pictures he put him on the wall. adorable when he was a doll and i bite him a lot, that's not the point. oh wellsss.. he's taller and more stronger, never occur as goodlooking. actually we're siblings and i do not have that kind of attraction to judge. again, beauty is subjective. skinny will always be a baby in my eyes, even when he has a babe or been through national service. okay lah flens, he do not need a girl for now do, so quit asking. besides i asked him, would you ditch your A/X shirt or levi just to pay for dinner and movie? -just a suggestion. i heart him many many. so if girls were to break his heart, i will shoot you down.

bahh.. its friday.

and i am getting married.